. ili: July 2013
السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

That's all Folks!


About Maxis, Jyeah... they've deactivated my sim.
Soon, someone else are going to own my number. Hmmm...
The end of Maxis and me for the second time.

The end of Mier (Amirul) and me too? Naaah...
Love is not measured by communication service anyway. Huhu.
Oh, wait =.,=

"The end of Mier (Amirul) and me too? Naaah..." "Naaah..."???
Naaah? NaaaAAAH??? Hmmm...
Aaaaaaaaa miiiiiiiii ruuuuuuuuul~~~! Can you hear me? I'm calling your name~!
Okay, obviously, I'm typing. Entah Amirul baca ke tidak.

I just want him to know that I'm not going to give up on him even it seems to be hopeless day by day. I won't stop. I don't stop ...unless I'm dead. As long as I'm alive, "the end" will never exist.
Wah, ili! Kemain lagi ea. Semangat sungguh kalau bab Amirul ni. Naik cemuih jugak budak tu sat lagi. Huhu...

I can still remember how Amirul sounds like.

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Butter, don't fly!


Fly~ Fly while you can~
But why you don't? What brought you here? You're in black. Scary hairy legs. Aaah! I screamed. It's poisonous!!! I yelled. No, it's not... Ummi tried to calm me. Then okay .-.
They said, if butterfly flew into your house, it means something.
Tapi macam syirik. Macam khurafat. Macam tak betoi. Macam-macam laaa...
Tapi nak cerita jugaaak! Teeheehee...

They said, someone from far might be visiting very soon.
Okay, Perak dikira jauh tak dari Pulau Pinang? Tapi takkan la Amirul nak teruih pi Pulau Pinang dari Perak kan. Okay, Kedah dikira jauh tak dari Pulau Pinang? Huhu! Yakin ja ili ni kan =.,=
Tapi nak raya dah. Macam logik jugak kalau Amirul mai Pulau Pinang. Mai buat apa lagi kalau bukan jumpa ili? Lalala~ Rasa bahagia jugak noh bila dok perasan sorang-sorang ni. HAHA!

...and they even said that someone might come to propose.
Propose who? Please answer according to my thinking. HAHA! My bad. I wanted to be with Amirul too much. Suddenly, there's a guy said that it's better to be with someone that wanted to be with us too much.
Look, if someone (Let's name as A) wanted to be with B, it's better for A to be with C because C wanted to be with A. But then, it's better for C to be with D when everyone knows that it's better to be with the one who wanted to be with us not vice versa. But then again, in the end, it seems like nobody will be with nobody. Eeer... @__@
Haaa laaa... sebab A nak B tapi Lebih baik pilih C sebab C nak A. Dah tu, Boleh pulak C dapat A? Padahai Lebih baik C pilih D sebab D yang nak dia. Apa pulak nasib E? F? G? ...sampai Z la jawabnya! Zzz... zzZz~

They even said that something bad might happen!!!
Remember? It's black! Hairy! She even look at me, straight into me eyes! 
But I sense no killing instinct.
Amboi ili. Asai hitam ja benda tak baik. Asai gelap ja tak eloq. Ni la manusia. Tengok warna ja kerja depa. Eh, tapi Amirul putih, cerah lagi. Huhu... Eh! serius ili tak tengok sekadar paras rupa laaa. Dah Amirul memang segak nak buat macam mana... Nak buat suami, dia diam jaaa. Nak kata dia setuju ka tak pun tak tau laaa. Apa yang penting, teruskan bersangka baik, berfikiran positif dan sedapkan hati sendiri. Hak hak!

Enough with your dreams, ili.
Sat lagi rama-rama tu rasa menyesai pulak bertandang ke rumah. Padahai niat dia cuma nak berteduh ja. Cuaca tak menentu belakangan ni. Tu ja. Apa daaa... APTB!
Apa-apapun, toksah dok percaya sangat semua ni. Risau menyimpang. Kita ada Allah, apa susah hati? Tadah tangan, doa ja. Jangan gelabah dah lepaih ni kalau ada rama-rama masuk rumah noh. Biasa-biasa sudah. wan suka!

Amirul. One very fine day, will you eventually come here and take me as your wife? Huhu...

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Bites You!


It's Ramadan and I'm posting this...
It's not about food actually but communications service provider that is Maxis.
Lagipun kita dah besaq, takkan terliuq kot tengok makanan?
Rasa lapaq tu mungkinlah. Huhu...
Puasa ni kita kena tahan dari perbuatan makan ja, tahan rasa lapaq tak boleh...
Sapa boleh? Let me clap for you. 
Eh, daripada letak cekelat rice, lebih baik letak cekelat cip. HAHA!

Maxis. They stated that "Only Maxis gives you more."
No wonder my number is not banned yet. I didn't meant that I wanted it to happen but during 4th July, I've been warned to top up or else, my account will be expired in seven days. During 10th July, they said it'll be expired by tomorrow... 
Wait, seven days for sure? It's been 14 days already and the number are still alive and mine! ...mine! mine! mine!~ (Please read with echoes) Hahaha333!
Now, I'm proudly accept the statement; "Only Maxis gives you more."
Thank you for now but you didn't act like what you said. 
I feel like biting you...! *Om nom nom*

I can still remember my old maxis number. Well, I didn't top up for three months in a row and the number automatically being re-sell I think. Yasmin bought it.
ili cakap macam kenai ja si Yasmin kan. Tak kenai pun. Kawan-kawan la terkejut bila mesej nombor lama ili tu, orang tu balaih, habaq yang dia tu Yasmin. Bukan ili.
Please don't get shocked if soon, there's someone else replied you when you texted my number. "Who on earth is ili?"

Hmmm...
Sebenaqnya, sayang jugak ili ke nombor maxis ili tu.
Belakang dia sama Amirul; 314. Awatlah tak 143! Huhu...
Tak dak apa, mai kita songsangkan ayat pejadi; You, I love (314).
Pun boleeeh! Teeheehee...

Amirul cukup sayang nombor dia.

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Amirul said Yes!


Woow, woow, woow, keep calm and make no wild thoughts!
Lately, I've been thinking too much, way too much about love. Huhu...
I can hold my feelings but I can't hold if someone expresses love towards Amirul, No!
Now I'm so panic and I feel like telling to the world that I love him.
Blog world is just not enough...

I wanted his family to know about my existance together with my feelings to Amirul.
Hey, I'm not being flirty.
I'm just being honest with my feelings ...towards my own self.........
I want people to understands that... teenage love is not all about wrongdoings.
I know that it's not the way of Islam (love relationship before marriage). That's why I wanted to confront his family.
Waaah... bunyi dah macam nak pi berperang noh. Seraaang! Seraaang!!!~
I'll fight for what I love! I'm both a fighter and a lover!
...lover? Eeer... @__@
I want to love in the right way!

About the title, actually......... it's just a mere dream. Ha... ha... ha... :'(
Amirul said yes when I texted him about I'm going to his house and telling the truth.
"Go ahead then."
As simple as that he replied.
That's so him.

Oh myyy... it's hard for me to dream about him but now it turned out to be the other way around!
Ya Allah... hanya Engkaulah yang Maha Memahami segala-galanya di dunia ini.
I sounded serious, ay? Yes, I am...
But epol said that I might just be like that for not too long. I just needed some time to recover myself. The thing is, I'm not hurt. I'm seriousss, remember?
But then... hmmm...

Amirul, once, you said that you're worried if you lose me.
Now, I'm the worried one.
I bet you knew how the feelings are...
The feelings of not losing the love one.

I love you so much, too much, very much ...much much more and I want to be the halal one for you. If not today, maybe tomorrow? ...and so on.
Tak salah kan kalau minta benda yang tak salah? Kahwin tak salah kan? Daripada mintak jadi gepreng yang entah jadi bini ka tidak tu, lebih baik mintak jadi isteri.
Kan kan kan? .........kaaan.
Persoalannya... nak ke si Amirul tu ke ili? Adesss! @__@

Amirul, Fahamilah ili...